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How I wasted my life (2015 edition)
Sunday, 25 December 2016 | 0 comments
Hey there,
So school is seriously just around the corner and I'm really scared to death.
But-
Thinking back of how I spent my recent holidays, well I have to admit, it's really not that bad.
I mean, I didn't actually wasted my time to the fullest like I did last year.
-last year.
Ugh, last year was the worst. I was like this walking mindless creature that has zero goals to accomplish in life and doesn't enjoy the pleasure of sleep. Instead, I replaced one of the events I mostly appreciate in my life now with merely watching tv shows.
You know, if I could casually visit my last-year-self with a time machine, I would certainly take my macbook away from me and tell myself; You need to get a life. But you know what, honestly, I didn't actually regret it that much, the experience was probably legit because dude, as a probably mature 15 year old almost turning 16 adolescent, all I can say is; I was nuts when it comes to tv shows.
Okay, firstly what I really don't have a hard time to remember is the fact that I watched 8 and a half seasons straight of The Big Bang Theory, yeah I know I'm a huge nerd. But more of a Jess Day type of nerd tbh.
Yeah, and my world was as if revolving around the characters, I mean, have you watched Tbbt before? It was funny until what seems like they had probably jumped the shark when Penny cuts her hair. What season was that? Is it the eighth? Okay, whatever it is, the show has pretty much went downhill ever since that imo.
Let me tell you something kids, if you're going to boarding school, do NOT get obsessed to a certain tv show right before school starts because the healing process takes a long, long dreadful time. 
You would start doodling the characters on your papers.
You started scribbling their names randomly.
You wished that you could skip classes and take a bus ride home so you could enjoy a night of your favourite tv show at home.
It really was a sad process.
Anyways, those are basically the story of my stupid infatuation towards a completely fictional tv show. Now, let's go deeper to the- how do I say this- darker part of all the shows I've watched.
So, I love we heart it and I've always been noticing of these aesthetics of AHS and I thought it was really cool. They made it look like AHS was this really dark and depressing show about abnormal people that's trying to find a place in the norm of life we're living.
How I wished it was just that.
So, what happened was
  I tried to watch an episode of AHS and trust me on this, I almost barfed and felt so terrified to sleep :) To those who takes studying life seriously, this is a vital advice from me :
Do not watch AHS. It's really gory and revolting, it's not a good show and it have a serious case of (very very) PG18+ content and please note that knowledge is light and by watching that show, even for just a couple episodes could dim that light from your soul. I would forever cringe to the thought of AHS. *cringes*

Okay, let's lighten things up, 
not that much just a little bit because we're shifting to a slightly less gory but maybe the same amount of darkness and more of sad, lonely, freaking are-you-out-of-your-mind crazy characters.
We're gonna talk about Mr. Robot. 

Okay, this one has gotta be the winner, I mean, the cinematography is aesthetically perfect. This show is freaking brilliant, it deserves the high rating it's gotten on Imdb. Mr. Robot is my type of tv show. It makes you think of how dumb the society has become and its just gonna get dumber.
Everyone is this show is an enigma. Everyone is suspiciously threatening. This show makes you feel sorry for yourself, it makes you feel like you're only a small part of this community called society and there are way bigger things happening out there that substantially makes the whole "ignorance is bliss" thing makes extra sense. Apart from that, it also makes you realize no matter how sad you are, you'll never be as sad as this guy
Yeah, I said it. You will never be as severely depressed as Elliot Alderson. Just look at him, he looked like he haven't slept in idk 6-7 months? I feel like giving him a pillow.
If you're looking for a show with picturesque scenes and brilliant lines of how we're not as great as a society as we think, and you wanna get your minds blown.
Then Mr Robot would do you just fine.
But still it does have adultish contents tho. Be careful while watching okay? 
Was there more?
Well, yeah, I guess but the details don't actually matter like the time I tried to force myself to like marvel and dc by watching Agent Carter (the show's classy tho but the amount of action bores me a bit) and also The Flash (40 minutes of fighting villains and figuring out your identity,  okay well, you see my time's kinda short) 
and also watched a couple episodes of Jessica Jones, I would probably watch more episodes if I have a Netflix acc. Hmm.
Okay, I guess, that's the end of it.
I hope y'all don't waste too much time on tv shows.
Think about it guys, your time is practically gold and you're just gonna let some fiction take away those gold from you? 
Yeah, it's okay to watch tv shows, I'm not trying to stop you from having fun or anything. I'm just saying that too much of fun could be bad for your soul, especially if you're an actual practising muslim then too much of these tv shows stuff would probably mess up a part of your heart.
We don't want the light to get dimmer don't we?
I guess, this is it, I'm just gonna call it a post (haha) Hope you're having a pretty beneficial and cool holiday! Bye guys!
xx






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