School Talk (for the young and hopeless)
Hello people of the internet!
I know, lama tak update but hey, I have a cool story.
Soooo,
Maybe some of you don't know this butttttt,
I'm an MRSM student, yeah I know, nothing much just a plain girl tetiba dapat opportunity gi sekolah asrama.
Okay okay rezeki, Alhamdulillah.
But, after 3 years of being chained up to the school system, my mom decided I should go to SBP. She wanted me to go to KISAS.
I mean- HOW WEIRD IS THAT?
Transferring an MRSM student to an SBP school is like Luke Skywalker showing up in an episode of New Girl (I mean, he's gonna be like swashing his lightsaber and all while Jess just sits there terrified) .
It's weird and it doesn't fit that way.
I protested a lot at first but then this friend of mine actually sentap-ed me when it comes to protesting ESPECIALLY to your mom.
So, this friend of mine, her mother wants her somewhere else too, like her mom literally wants her to enter mrsm pkp, you know, the ones with only form 4 and form 5, super bright student only, bla bla bla i dont give two sheets of paper about the school frankly.
point is, her mom feels like she deserves better or something like that,
so mothers, they know best for us right?
and then what happens is,
she just went for it.
I mean, literally went for it.
She didn't protest.
She's all calm and steady.
Maybe, that's what she wanted all along but the point is, she didn't protested like a 6 year old in denial when they said too much candy could give you a stomach ache and ends up puking 2 bags of candy that she ate. (you guys get my message right?)
So, there,
I profoundly realized that I am not that cool as a daughter and I decided,
SBP? why not?
haha if I knew what I know now, I'd probably have 300 reasons for that.
Let me tell you something, rezeki bersepah.
Kena pandai cari, kene usaha. Tu je.
Your school doesn't determine who you are.
Either you're from SMK, MRSM, SBP, Private schools because let's be real,
org yg gi oversea, not all of them came from SBP/MRSM.
Some of them actually dtg dari ceruk2 SMK kampung dalaman,
Some of them came from your standard SMK near your house,
some of them have suck-ish results all the way from form 1-3 and then make it up in upper form and Allah gave them the chance to fly over the freaking seas just to study the course that they want.
and out of those people that went overseas, only a few of them managed to get a really cool job that pays you finely and gets to live in a mansion with 5 different cars aligned at the porch.
That's why I repeat,
Rezeki is everywhere, kene usaha.
Man jadda, wa jadda.
Simple.
And of course la kene rapatkan diri dengan Allah.
Ibarat dia kalau kau usaha tapi x rapat ngan Allah is
Kau dah tanam sayur kat kebun,
kau tanam banyak gila sayur, ada kacang panjang, ada tomato (boleh habes ah tumbuh kat Malaysia) ada potato bagai, tapi kau tak mintak izin pun ngan tuan punya kebun tu nak tanam sayur2 kau.
So ikut tuan kebun tu la either he lets it be and just be cool about it and let it grow or dia nak musnahkan je sayur2 kau or dia nak biar je la tumbuh tapi dia still marah ngan kau tapi still, dia biar je.
You get me?
Okay tbh I'm kinda sad because I tried to fill the forms but suprise suprise, x lepas syarat. Okay fine, x kesah pun. Like srsly Alhamdulillah x lepas syarat. Idk why maybe it's because the different system like how SBP is with the PBS system while MRSM is in uhhh.. it's own system I guess?
Or maybe I'm just not that qualified enough to be a member of the sbp community well guess what,
I. Don't. Care
Plus, result pt3 x keluar lagi so why the rush?
So yeah.
To students sekolah asrama,
Yeah, people might have high expectations on us. People might find us auspiciously brilliant because for some reason, we managed to enter some school that some students struggled for, some of us actually DREAMT for and fought for it but didn't have the rezeki to enter such school. People might distinguish us from others just becuase we came from "SBP" or even "MRSM". Therefore, be grateful and prove to Allah you're there for a reason. Be great in school! Okay, I'm not much myself as a student, I mean, my grades are not that bad and tbh I suck at sports and I kinda dabbled them at school and my co-curriculum doesn't say a lot about me (I'll tell you later about how I failed my debate audition big time) But get this, you're in a great school that's built for amazing, talented students. Now, I've seen a lot of my friends going all,
"dude, aku useless ah"
"weh, aku nk masuk this contest tapi org tu dah masuk, tak dek chance la"
okay, those statements up there, that kind of attitude is bringing you nowhere. Negative mindsets are a typical cause for a setback in someone's life. There are times when it's forgivable to be negative but don't let that kind of thought haunt you for the rest of the semester. You're gonna kill your self-esteem if you do that. You're seriously going to let your subconscious believe that you're literally useless when there's a lot you can do in the school? Plus, as far as I know, we're still talking about you in the school and not you in the world so your chances to rise and become somebody has risen from 37% to 55% if you've alter yourself to become a more positive individual and the numbers go up to 72% if you started working for your dreams and increases to 82% if you actually tried and fervently praying and trust Allah that he will grant your wishes to become the 'someone' that you want. However, if your dream doesn't turn out the way you wanted to, do not give up
I repeat.
Do. Not. Give. Up
My teacher told me I'm probably not suited enough to become a debater.
But does that stop me?
NO! Na-ah, I ain't giving up and so are you- you are bigger and better than what people sees from you.
You are someone.
Believe in your freaking self.
Because if you dont, who else will?
Life is (aside from the part that life is about our amalan and piling it so we can enter jannah) basically about dreams and achieving them while we still have the time to. As we get more older, there are more things we want to achieve, more things we want to accomplish nothing but more and more and more.
But how far had we go?
I'm telling this to you and myself, we're all worthy of something.
In other words, when you want something, believe that you can, imagine that you can, be positive, watch you attitude. After that, change your game. Put efforts, work hard. Pray and keep on praying.
Because even if you have become someone, how worthy it is if it doesn't involve hardships and constant prayings.
And also, whenever you've achieved something even if it's an itsy bitsy small part of your achievement, be grateful. As Allah has said in the Quran, Be grateful and I'll give you more.
And when Allah says that, trust me he's not kidding about more.
School Talk (for the young and hopeless)
Hello people of the internet!
I know, lama tak update but hey, I have a cool story.
Soooo,
Maybe some of you don't know this butttttt,
I'm an MRSM student, yeah I know, nothing much just a plain girl tetiba dapat opportunity gi sekolah asrama.
Okay okay rezeki, Alhamdulillah.
But, after 3 years of being chained up to the school system, my mom decided I should go to SBP. She wanted me to go to KISAS.
I mean- HOW WEIRD IS THAT?
Transferring an MRSM student to an SBP school is like Luke Skywalker showing up in an episode of New Girl (I mean, he's gonna be like swashing his lightsaber and all while Jess just sits there terrified) .
It's weird and it doesn't fit that way.
I protested a lot at first but then this friend of mine actually sentap-ed me when it comes to protesting ESPECIALLY to your mom.
So, this friend of mine, her mother wants her somewhere else too, like her mom literally wants her to enter mrsm pkp, you know, the ones with only form 4 and form 5, super bright student only, bla bla bla i dont give two sheets of paper about the school frankly.
point is, her mom feels like she deserves better or something like that,
so mothers, they know best for us right?
and then what happens is,
she just went for it.
I mean, literally went for it.
She didn't protest.
She's all calm and steady.
Maybe, that's what she wanted all along but the point is, she didn't protested like a 6 year old in denial when they said too much candy could give you a stomach ache and ends up puking 2 bags of candy that she ate. (you guys get my message right?)
So, there,
I profoundly realized that I am not that cool as a daughter and I decided,
SBP? why not?
haha if I knew what I know now, I'd probably have 300 reasons for that.
Let me tell you something, rezeki bersepah.
Kena pandai cari, kene usaha. Tu je.
Your school doesn't determine who you are.
Either you're from SMK, MRSM, SBP, Private schools because let's be real,
org yg gi oversea, not all of them came from SBP/MRSM.
Some of them actually dtg dari ceruk2 SMK kampung dalaman,
Some of them came from your standard SMK near your house,
some of them have suck-ish results all the way from form 1-3 and then make it up in upper form and Allah gave them the chance to fly over the freaking seas just to study the course that they want.
and out of those people that went overseas, only a few of them managed to get a really cool job that pays you finely and gets to live in a mansion with 5 different cars aligned at the porch.
That's why I repeat,
Rezeki is everywhere, kene usaha.
Man jadda, wa jadda.
Simple.
And of course la kene rapatkan diri dengan Allah.
Ibarat dia kalau kau usaha tapi x rapat ngan Allah is
Kau dah tanam sayur kat kebun,
kau tanam banyak gila sayur, ada kacang panjang, ada tomato (boleh habes ah tumbuh kat Malaysia) ada potato bagai, tapi kau tak mintak izin pun ngan tuan punya kebun tu nak tanam sayur2 kau.
So ikut tuan kebun tu la either he lets it be and just be cool about it and let it grow or dia nak musnahkan je sayur2 kau or dia nak biar je la tumbuh tapi dia still marah ngan kau tapi still, dia biar je.
You get me?
Okay tbh I'm kinda sad because I tried to fill the forms but suprise suprise, x lepas syarat. Okay fine, x kesah pun. Like srsly Alhamdulillah x lepas syarat. Idk why maybe it's because the different system like how SBP is with the PBS system while MRSM is in uhhh.. it's own system I guess?
Or maybe I'm just not that qualified enough to be a member of the sbp community well guess what,
I. Don't. Care
Plus, result pt3 x keluar lagi so why the rush?
So yeah.
To students sekolah asrama,
Yeah, people might have high expectations on us. People might find us auspiciously brilliant because for some reason, we managed to enter some school that some students struggled for, some of us actually DREAMT for and fought for it but didn't have the rezeki to enter such school. People might distinguish us from others just becuase we came from "SBP" or even "MRSM". Therefore, be grateful and prove to Allah you're there for a reason. Be great in school! Okay, I'm not much myself as a student, I mean, my grades are not that bad and tbh I suck at sports and I kinda dabbled them at school and my co-curriculum doesn't say a lot about me (I'll tell you later about how I failed my debate audition big time) But get this, you're in a great school that's built for amazing, talented students. Now, I've seen a lot of my friends going all,
"dude, aku useless ah"
"weh, aku nk masuk this contest tapi org tu dah masuk, tak dek chance la"
okay, those statements up there, that kind of attitude is bringing you nowhere. Negative mindsets are a typical cause for a setback in someone's life. There are times when it's forgivable to be negative but don't let that kind of thought haunt you for the rest of the semester. You're gonna kill your self-esteem if you do that. You're seriously going to let your subconscious believe that you're literally useless when there's a lot you can do in the school? Plus, as far as I know, we're still talking about you in the school and not you in the world so your chances to rise and become somebody has risen from 37% to 55% if you've alter yourself to become a more positive individual and the numbers go up to 72% if you started working for your dreams and increases to 82% if you actually tried and fervently praying and trust Allah that he will grant your wishes to become the 'someone' that you want. However, if your dream doesn't turn out the way you wanted to, do not give up
I repeat.
Do. Not. Give. Up
My teacher told me I'm probably not suited enough to become a debater.
But does that stop me?
NO! Na-ah, I ain't giving up and so are you- you are bigger and better than what people sees from you.
You are someone.
Believe in your freaking self.
Because if you dont, who else will?
Life is (aside from the part that life is about our amalan and piling it so we can enter jannah) basically about dreams and achieving them while we still have the time to. As we get more older, there are more things we want to achieve, more things we want to accomplish nothing but more and more and more.
But how far had we go?
I'm telling this to you and myself, we're all worthy of something.
In other words, when you want something, believe that you can, imagine that you can, be positive, watch you attitude. After that, change your game. Put efforts, work hard. Pray and keep on praying.
Because even if you have become someone, how worthy it is if it doesn't involve hardships and constant prayings.
And also, whenever you've achieved something even if it's an itsy bitsy small part of your achievement, be grateful. As Allah has said in the Quran, Be grateful and I'll give you more.
And when Allah says that, trust me he's not kidding about more.
